By Thy Might and Mercy.. I beg..

i looked through tiny corners of my heart
could see not what i wished to find
i thought of moments that i hid therein
did still not see to what i was blind

in the light of the dawn and the morning breeze
in the frangrance of the flowers and the swaying trees
the sun moved down to see the moon shine
and i was still looking around for what was mine

its a tiny place that i have my Lord
and in that alone i could not see
but your mansion my Lord is so high in decree
what i do not realise i shall find it with thee

Unaware You are not of what i yearn
Oh please do listen, listen to this moan
just that soul which touched my life i seek
that shadow of peace i wish not turns bleek...

Before your Death

The truth that we are aware of
Life that we know shall come to an end
Nothing in hands we shall have then
Deeds they say shall speak there-on

Sad it is that we still pay no heed
We sure were told what we must read
But still we just pile up more weed
We don’t realize, it is our need

There shall come an hour verily we were told
To prepare for it and ourselves to mould
To stand before the Master of the world
For it is Him alone we can hope to hold

Another chance we shall not get
To live again in this world He shall not let
Make haste and pray for what you fret
Before your death and you are met

She

She thought she was in wonderland
At ease and peace with all in stand
Dew drops glittering on glossy green grass
Nature enthralling that took her in trance

Flowers that bloomed smiling at her
Birds seem to sing welcoming her
How was everything so perfect
Why did everything seem so correct

She sat under the shade of a tree
And noticed something come beside
A squirrel perhaps was back from its ride
It also seemed in a lively spree

It looked at her and ran around
Went back to hide and made some sound
Its gleaming eyes peeped at her
She thought it was in some kind of a stir

She breathed a sigh, the one of grief
And thought for a while about her strife
The solitude now was called loneliness
The peace she felt was now distress

She breathed again, this time of relief
And thought again this time in belief
A minute it took to get back her smile
She realised it wasn't worth that mile

A lesson she seemed to learn that day
Live in the present, keep the past at bay
When she smiled at life it showed her wonders
She finally learned to enjoy those thunders

Phantasm of Love

With grace she walked down the moon
And elegance that would cast a swoon

Beauty elite in the star studded night
Seemed like pulchritude was there to flaunt its site

She held his hand and he swirled her around
Under the moonlight and love to surround

With patience and ease, they danced with the breeze
Mesmerized and lost in each others thoughts

In heaven as they felt with bounties svelte
Suaveness in their speech and then a sudden breach

He knew not what was to come
She knew not that life dint allow her freedom

Many dreams shattered his life all battered
They just moved leaving everything scattered

As though lightning struck and their world destruct
To offer them solitude on a turn that was abrupt

Blanched and dismayed or just a haggard life
He saw himself in an overwhelming strife

Where are the stars, where is the light
How could she leave him alone to fight

He saw her go to never return
She left him there with a heart that burn . . .

Am I or am I not..

Its such a weird thought
what am I trying to sought
it lies there in front of me
but I wish to see it not

will someone wake me up
tell me its a dream
I promise not to sleep
if you just tell me this is a dream

can this be true although I wish it were not
but it tells me, its over n I have lost
not that it was mine not that I tried
but I still feel the loss, a thought that seem to have died

there’s agony on the other side
that anguish is perhaps more than my tide
can I wish for it to subside
with a hope that this wish He wouldn’t override

Melancholy

Today again I heard a cry
A bruised heart's moan
A heavy sad sigh....

There's wind and rain
And buds in pain
A smile that's faint
And beauty stained

A tear that rolled
Down the cheek
Just that one
Could a million words speak

In the darkness of the night
There was a plea for light
Alas! In vain
'Coz none cared his plight..

:)

Aap se hai mohabbat aapse hi hai inkaar
Aap se hai gila bhi aapse hi hai takraar

Dil chaahe bhi milna dur rehna bhi chaahe
Hain baatein kuch kehna kuch sunna bhi chaahe

Hai kaisi ye kaifiyath kuch samajhna na chaahe
Jo dil mein hain baatein zubaan par laana na chaahe

Suna hai isi ko kehte hain mohabbat
Hai kaisi ye ulfat ke iqraar karna na chaahe

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Falak pe chand taaron ki baaraat saji hai
Chehre pe unke aisi hi kuch muskaan saji hai

Naa jaane kya sukoon hai unke intezaar me
Mit si jaati hai har thakaan unke deedaar se

Naayaab si lagti hai zindagi unke saath se
Aabaad hai hamari dunya unki ek haan se